i'm just a girl in the world.

28th April 2013

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am i overcritical of myself?

mayhaps.

but i can’t help it, especially when i feel like i look like an idiot in front of people. 

the tpn pharmacist kept calling me today to get the tpn order, and i kept badgering the nurse, telling her i need it by 2pm. still didn’t get it. paged the md at like 2:30 and he was like.. i know i know. finally got the tpn order in at 2:55pm. and now i sit here being like..eff i look like such a jackass. they’re probably like this girl sucks at staffing. am i overreacting? maybe. maybe not. i apologized to the pharmacists down in central, but like… i know i messed up. messed up how, not sure, but i feel it in my bones this is somehow my fault. and the md that i paged is my fave md, so i can’t even get mad at him because he’s too adorable for words, and now i hope he doesn’t think i’m an asshole. 

sigh. such is the life of a worrywart i suppose. 

and thus ends my random rant over nothing. useless post. 

18th April 2013

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What I’m Gonna Be Doing Wednesday Night After Finals

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also known as “what i’m gonna be doing wednesday night after my eastern states presentation”

25th March 2013

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tattoo.

i’ve been getting on my tattoo kick again.

i really want one, but i’m so indecisive. i don’t know what to get. i want something in writing, in script, small, black ink…sigh, but what to get. someone help meeee

my cousin’s gf just got her mom’s signature down her spine. i really like that idea, but now i don’t want to copy her. dammit! lol. i wish i was more creative. or if someone could just make something up for me and that’d be great! haha.